beautiful tears

the pain of hate can never draw a tear. but one look in a mirror comes a flood of tears. they laugh, point, and whisper but get no reaction. but you try a pair of pants that all the others wear and still you look ugly. you try all the diets all the workouts but you still can't look beautiful when you look in the mirror. you  stop eating, you say your not hungry or that you have already eaten. you stat to looking pale, your eyes yellow. people ask if you are okay.  you smile and lie by saying that you will be fine. you look in the mirror all you see is a mummified girl looking back at you. one day you don't come down for school, your mother goes to your room. your mother sees you're still in bed and not moving. she tries to wake you , you don't wake. she calls the hospital. they say that you have died from starvation.